False Alarm

Hurrah, I feel much better today! No flu for me.

I'm currently listening to "Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking" by Snow Patrol. I forgot how good this song is. It's on the Final Straw cd, and I only listen to about 3 songs on that album, and I need to branch out. It's a good cd. And it's one of the only ones I still have now that I've changed computers. I backed up all the music from my old computer to my external hard drive, but somehow it had deleted MOST of my music without telling me. So now I have about a quarter of my music on my new comp, and I've still got to get the rest (which is on my iPod) back on, so I'm downloading this handy program called Ephpod that Paige told me about. We'll see if it works!

Today I think my soapbox will be people who can't get along. Don't you hate it when two people you like dislike each other? It just ruins my whole day. Not that it's the fault of one or both parties, it's just the way the world works, I guess. I just wish everyone would get along! Live and let live. Or, as Sue Sylvester said on Glee last night (yes, it's my new addiction), "live and let learn." Possibly the only decent thing she's said this season.

But tomorrow is Friday, and that makes a lot of things better. I'm gonna get done with classes, jet on down to Nfield to see Maddie's concert at the Key, then drop the car off with above-mentioned Maddie and ride back to the Cities with Lyss to have a fun weekend watching movies, possibly going to an apple orchard, going to Jamba Juice and many bookstores, cooking delicious food, and so on.

And apropos of nothing, has anyone heard the new Decemberists tune "The Rake's Song?" It's got such a catchy beat, but it's so TERRIBLE! All about killing your kids. Not cool. But so catchy... Damn you, Decemberists. You are terribly interesting. I still can't get over how you rhymed "Miranda" with "veranda" in "We Both Go Down Together."

Also, I need recipes that use potatoes. We've got a lot of red potatoes currently, and we've gotta do something with them before they "grow legs and walk away" and Will says. Hit me with your suggestions!

I May Be Dead Of Pig Flu By Morning?

WOW I've been moody lately! Sorry about that, guys. I'm going to let that suffice as a complete explanation for my last post.

Basically, things in my life are fine now. There was some teenage relationship angst, but all is well, and the worst I have to worry about is waking up in time for classes (which has become much harder than it sounds). Oh, and I think I may be coming down with the something flu-like (hopefully not the dreaded Flu de Oink) because my stomach's been hurting for the past few days.

AND A DELICIOUS REPAST OF PAD THAI AT PAIGE'S LAST NIGHT DID NOT HELP. But it WAS freakin' delicious.

We carved pumpkins (mine is either really happy or in some kind of (erotic?) pain). After the carving we made dinner, AND pie, as we're working on perfecting a Swedish apple recipe that is getting tastier every time we make it. Again, not great for my unhappy stomach, but delicious.

Meanwhile, things like Jim and Pam's wedding, the new song by Snow Patrol and listening to the funny old guys on the bus in the morning (this morning they were discussing social security; yesterday it was lawyers. The consensus? All useless) remind me of the total awesomeness of life.

Also, a recent link by a friend of Maddie's and mine, ActionAthena, was pretty sweet! Maddie just posted a long bit about how great Athena's comics are (and I totally agree), and so Athena posted back about how great Maddie is, and somehow I got mentioned? Gotta love blood connections that get you press time. ;-)

Let's see...other news.
I'M GOING TO MEXICO! I know I've mentioned this a couple of times already, but now I have an ACCEPTANCE LETTER to prove it!!

And I think that's a good way to end. Mexico. Happy. Life is good.

Bullet Points/Stream of Thought

-I'm turning in my application for study abroad in Mexico tomorrow! I'm taking out loans to cover it, so we're gonna make it work.
-I feel swamped with work, as usual, but yet I don't feel crushed. I feel like I care less, or like there are more important things. I don't know.
-I'm emotionally confused.
-I don't feel like talking about it right now.
-I wish our new modem would come in the mail! They told me the new modem would be here, but it isn't. Gotta remember to call those guys.
-I realized a few days ago that the reason my sleep schedule is so wonky these days is because of my meds. Whenever I change the dose I end up needing a lot more sleep than usual. That's why I've been sleeping through classes more than usual! Back before I got on my meds I only needed around seven hours of sleep per night, and now I'm exhausted if I don't get between nine and ten. Go figure.
-I have a new computer, and I LOVE it! It's so light and small I can take it to classes with me without breaking my back! And it's so fast and responsive! Everything works like a charm.
-I wish I could have an extended weekend. I feel a bit burnt out.
-I got some new jeans last weekend with dad, and they fit really nice. It's good to have jeans that I really like again. I mean, ones that aren't totally ripped up. :-)
-I feel blank and crammed with thought at the same time.

I know that I started this journal to keep people updated on my life, but at this point I just feel like writing feelings more than anything else. It seems like I censor myself because I know other people will be reading this, and that makes me sound....off....somehow. I think from now on I'm going to try to put more of myself up here. I hope no one is too offended. I'm just a 21 year old kid, after all. :-)

LOOK I'M POSTING!!!!!!!!

Life has both sped up and slowed down since school started. I've gotten a lot busier with homework and classes and such, which translates to no social life and even less sleep, but at the same time it feels like things are paused. Coming back from that trip with Sarah I was so energized and invigorated about life! Living outside and communing with nature does that to me. Also, listening to Mason Jennings.

But now I'm back in the school groove and just working, working, working to get out. Only one more semester after this one and I'm done! I've been talking to a lot of people about what I want to do when I finish. Basically, I think the only worthy occupation in this world is to make it your business to help other people, and I want to do that at the base of the system, helping people get clean water, food, shelter and other necessities. I'm thinking Heifer International, PeaceCorps, or ELCA Global Missions at the moment. We'll have to see how things pan out.

But before I can graduate I need to fulfill all my requirements, and the ones I'm worried about right now are my Spanish credits. I'm taking Spanish 1003 right now, and I need to get through Spanish 1004 before I graduate, but because I'm trying to smash all of my last minute classes in next semester, and it would be SO much easier not to have to take Spanish 1004 then as well. SO, I looked for an alternative, and voila! There's a three week Spanish immersion program in Mexico this winter that would fulfill my 1004 credit! SWEET!

Downside: It costs 2,000 dollars.

Now, that sounds like a lot, but considering 5 credits (the same amount that I would get going to Mexico) costs 1,700 dollars here in Minneapolis, it's not much at all.

SO. If anyone feels like benefactor-ing this trip, or contributing to it in any way, DO SO! You will earn my eternal gratitude, and I will send you many emails from Mexico telling you what I'm up to.

Yes. Here ends my shameless begging for money.

In other news, I'm getting a new computer!!! The one I have is slowly dying, and is systematically deleting my music, so Dad was nice to me and bought me a new one which is on the way in the mail! I'm so excited to have a computer that works well again!

And now I must hasten to geology class! Later, skaters.